Where's my head

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throughwinterfields
kineticpenguin

Mr Bruce ran a portrait photo studio in Boulder, and his social media account was filled with posts about the environment and Buddhism.

He also left a cryptic post on his Facebook page with a fire emoji and the date of his death 4/22/2022 a year before his death.

Dr K. Kritee, a Buddhist priest from Boulder, wrote on Twitter that Mr Bruce had been planning to self-immolate for at least a year.

“This guy was my friend. He meditated with our sangha,” she said.

“This act is not suicide. This is a deeply fearless act of compassion to bring attention to climate crisis. We are piecing together info but he had been planning it for atleast one year. #wynnbruce I am so moved.”

slayerscake

Anonymous asked:

Do you have or know some good analysis on Hexum and Ashton? The relationship there seems so bizarre.

"Tell Ashton 'good boy'" makes me SO creeped out. I think there's something else there that's gonna blow up in Bells Hells' faces when Jiana gets more involved and Ashton might actually pay off their debt.

utilitycaster answered:

Yeah but I disagree. I think the “good boy” was condescending and patronizing, but that’s par for the course for what we’ve seen of her, and I don’t see any reason why she wouldn’t honor her word and say that this counted as the remainder of Ashton’s debt. Ashton’s summation of her has always been that she’s not a good person but she keeps her promises, and that’s why they respect her. It’s actually a very simple and straightforward relationship they have, and I’m sure there’s room for things to go bad if someone, say, brings up the information that they took from Evon about her or goes poking into it, but as is? I think they’ll get their reward and Ashton will be freed from their debt and can comfortably leave town, finally, and she may pop up much further down the line what with the stolen construct and the mysterious boxes but if the party leaves things alone there won’t be any immediate complications.

If I may: a lot of people have overlaid some completely fabricated morality onto Ashton that simply doesn’t exist, and additionally fall into the trap of thinking that, because we know Ashton is a hero of this story, everyone who has caused them harm is bad and wrong, and that’s just…not correct, and I’m not sure if that’s what led you to this question, but I have a hunch it might be.

Ashton is very morally neutral. He outright mistrusts people who do things for the greater good, he’s willing to give up Fresh Cut Grass and Krook House to the Corsairs, he doesn’t really care if the Verdict get hurt and he definitely wants to win, but he doesn’t want them to die either. Like, I feel like people zeroed in on the “don’t steal copper” thing as some kind of grand sense of goodness and justice and forgot that they’re still stealing gold. There is an underlying sense of “what’s in it for me, and also what’s in it for you.”

I’ve talked about this before but Ashton is interested in people playing by the rules, but the rules…are what they are, and he doesn’t challenge or question them. Jiana plays by the rules: the Nobodies stole her property so she retaliated (and for what it’s worth the most recent episode makes it unclear if Jiana retaliated, or if the box blew up and she just happened to be present). The Nobodies play by the rules: you don’t let someone die in the street, but yeah, you get them to a point where hopefully they can figure it out themselves and then you run - exactly what Ashton’s approach was with stabilizing the Verdict. Evon sucks because he breaks the rules and said this was non-fatal when it very easily could be and because he’s using people for his own amusement. But Ashton also doesn’t totally trust Eshteross or the Green Seekers because they’re motivated by altruism. That’s the code, not some larger good or evil or even a sense of duty to one’s community. Like, what I’m saying is when Ashton says “I’d have done the same thing” regarding the Nobodies? I believe them 100%.

pinkkitsune
marten-blackwood

"Immature people crave and demand moral certainty: This is bad, this is good. Kids and adolescents struggle to find a sure moral foothold in this bewildering world; they long to feel they’re on the winning side, or at least a member of the team. To them, heroic fantasy may offer a vision of moral clarity. Unfortunately, the pretended Battle Between (unquestioned) Good and (unexamined) Evil obscures instead of clarifying, serving as a mere excuse for violence — as brainless, useless, and base as aggressive war in the real world."

Ursula K Le Guin at it again, being right as always

luckthebard

mysticalspiders asked:

I keep seeing people say Ashton is very loyal but I just don't see it? I don't have a very good read on Ashton's character though and it seems to be a pretty common thought so I could be wrong but I'd love some thoughts!

utilitycaster answered:

Yeah, a lot of people are wrong.

I covered some of this here after the first paragraph but it’s worth going into more because I think people are really wrong about Ashton (and I like Ashton!)

I think a lot of people saw that Ashton is a punk and decided that Ashton is their idea of a punk: leftist politics, class struggle, DIY, tear down the system and rebuild it with mutual aid, marginalized identity, a sense of community. But they are full-on projecting something that does not exist within the text of the show. I will leave my further thoughts about this up to the readers of this post; know that they are very derisive, but also very funny.

Punk was made a widespread movement because a fashion designer wanted to use it to sell clothing and a band said “yeah, we’ll do that.” It was initially, if it was about anything, about pissing people off. At the height of the movement there were the same issues in punk as any rock movement had: drug abuse, sexism, anti-LGBT bigotry, racism. Straightedge, Riot grrrl, queercore, and “Nazi Punks Fuck Off” didn’t come from nowhere - they came from people’s actual bad experiences within the punk community. And the prototypical punk just wanted to fucking break shit.

In short: people desperately despite want Ashton to be a punk in the mold of Billie Joe Armstrong or Ian MacKaye (or worse, but unfortunately more accurately, in the mold of some ahistorical Tumblr post that says thing like “punk is about loving animals” and ignores the existence of like, skinheads, or the fact that words have meanings) and conveniently forgets that the Sex Pistols were largely just nihilists and Johnny Ramone fucking loved Ronald Reagan. And I think Ashton is modeled off that dissatisfied nihilism.

Ashton lives in a semblance of a co-op or punk house, and even has some friends there (well, Milo, and kind of Anni), but you get the sense he’ll leave once he’s got the chance. As I said, they gave up FCG - and Krook House - to the Corsairs in a heartbeat as collateral.

Ashton isn’t loyal to Jiana. They’re loyal to the existing agreement, that she won’t turn them in and they’ll work off the debt, but that’s the limit.

Ashton mistrusts people who use vague terms like “greater good” and “loyalty”. There is no sentiment or desire for the right thing or moral compass here. As they say to the Green Seekers when they explain their philosophy, “No, I always prefer working with people who are in it for the money. Then you know what they want. The ‘right thing’ can mean fucking anything.” No loyalty to a cause, because they don’t trust causes.

Ashton isn’t loyal to Jrusar, or frankly, to Bells Hells yet, and seriously considers Ratanish’s offer. Because Ratanish makes sense. Ratanish works for the highest bidder, even if that bidder is a power-hungry politician working with a slug monster and the Nightmare King. Ashton is, in the end, immensely self-interested.

Now: because the other pillar of his personal philosophy is “follow the fucking rules of whatever you’re doing” (not the law - the rules, like “if something blows up you say you have no idea what’s going on”) he doesn’t want The Verdict to die, because Evon Hytroga is an asshole and broke those rules of engagement, but he has no loyalty to them either - it was just that the rules were “get the earring as best you can, and there were be some security” and Ashton’s furious that the “security” was way more fatal than indicated. It’s not loyalty, it’s a common enemy.

One could argue that Ashton’s point of view is the result of being left behind by the Nobodies. They’re living the result of that “everyone for themselves” philosophy and you know what, it sucks, but they have doubled down on it.

If I may (it’s my blog, I always may): this isn’t new. People love to project a morality onto Taliesin’s characters that flat-out doesn’t exist. Like, the idea that Molly was the moral compass is outright laughable. Molly treated Kiri, in Taliesin’s own words, “like an animal you were going to butcher” [much like Ashton treated the horses], tried to enthrall two party members when he simply could have asked, and was unwilling to do anything other than give a bit of money or food to the Schusters, only joining in to an actual attempt to materially help them when other party members pushed for it. In the Talks episode after Molly’s death, the philosophy outlined (other than “Life’s short, do something to a bagel,” which does to be fair outline a certain lazy hedonism that is generous when convenient) was “Make people have to deal with you but making dealing with you as pleasant an experience as possible” and the thing about that is, you still have to fucking deal with him, and the pleasantness of being treated as disposable or worthy of mind control is debatable.

So for Ashton, the philosophy is more like “trust only the most concrete of motivations, follow the code, it is what it is, and everyone’s looking out for themselves”. They’re not building bridges out here. And I think that’s great and interesting to explore! But fuck, is Ashton not loyal.